Does anyone else uncover and re-repress memories in a loop?

2021.11.29 16:47 panickedhistorian Does anyone else uncover and re-repress memories in a loop?

I always have big revelations and then suddenly remember the last time I had the exact some one, or take them to therapy and be gently told we did this one. My poor doc, she is amazing, and we do work through the whole memory and it's relevance again. I have a feeling it happens even more than she tells me.
I know I've been repressing since early childhood, because I also have multiple memories of abusive things being explained to me (I.e. did you know your name is __ but we call you insult because you're filthy) at different ages and in each memory, I was learning it for the first time. This is not comparing traumas, but I think ongoing abuse from infancy or an early age is definitely a factor. Repression is a lived cycle for people like me, just like other trauma patterns. I might just be redoing it because of conditioning, even if I don't mentally need to repress anymore because I absolutely am able to live everyday knowing what happened and how much of it there was. (Literal conditioning was also part of my abuse and I am diagnosed with PTSD so there's that.)
My short term memory is pretty good for work even though I write more things down than others. My long term memory is generally a dumpster fire but it's really good for certain random things like books I haven't read for a long time. It seems pretty bad for normal, fun adult things as well. I know I hang out with friends now, but I don't know a lot of details or remember jokes.
I journal obsessively if I want to look it up, but will I ever stop doing this and be able to have a decent picture of my life? I'm 29, if I make it to middle aged, will I be senile early?
And what about y'all?
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2021.11.29 16:47 WalkEmDown_63 Is this something to be concerned over

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2021.11.29 16:47 OTC7 Is there a way of hiding the staked balance?

As my 400$ are staked and I won’t be moving them any time soon, it would be great to hide this balance from the total balance. Any tips?
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2021.11.29 16:47 charjeare Possible implantation bleeding

Hi everyone. I think I'm currently having implantation bleeding. Started late Saturday evening and has stayed the same amount little to none. I had unprotected sex the prior Sunday night/Monday morning.I can't remember having this with my daughter although that was 9 years ago so I might have forgotten a few things!! I can post a photo in the comments for people to assess. Many thanks for the help!
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2021.11.29 16:47 midshipmans_hat Anyone else watching right wing media talking about Waukesha in exactly the same way left wing media talked about Kenosha?

For those of us in the middle it's either laughable or tragic that the media simply can't even try and be balanced.
The immediate reaction from the right wing is they know what happened based purely on the optics. Just as the left did with Kenosha. I can see the right wing are correct this was a deliberate attack unlike the lefts position on Kenosha. However, the right have stated its a terrorist attack, based on racial hatred. So far that is far from proved just as the left got that wrong about Rittenhouse. There seems to be no prior planning involved. The suspect appeared to be completely unhinged. Yes those he killed were all white, but this is Wisconsin, statistically not unlikely. Were all the injured all white? If not, that suggests he really wasn't targeting a race.
Yes his social media suggests he disliked white people, but out of all his posts how much was about race? Some of his ideas about race again point to him being unhinged.
I guess the idea of waiting for the facts to come out before stating them is so old school.
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2021.11.29 16:47 GTAclipster "They got Charlie!"

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2021.11.29 16:47 Bridge-etti Dream Haul! 🤩

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2021.11.29 16:47 InfantObliterater I do the same but with rats

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2021.11.29 16:47 -trofie- Day 709 AAAAA

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2021.11.29 16:47 MinxyChick I need to lose weight but I am terrified of counting calories

I’m 5’6 and 225lbs.
I know I need to lose weight and I know weight loss is calories vs calories out but as soon as I start logging calories, I panic and then the fear kicks in and I end up starving all day then binging at night.
I cannot afford therapy.
How can I get myself into good habits?
My weight is so out of control at the moment and I can’t seem to stop what I am doing.
Any suggestions please, I’m getting desperate and I’m scared about how far this could go. I don’t want to end up like those death fat people you see on tv.
Thank you.
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2021.11.29 16:47 The_Fake_King Showerthoughts about options.

All the options fud that was happening for the run up to the week of the 11/26 and present time appears to be coming from accounts that are just a year old. Pepperidge farms remembers a time when account age used to be a valid indicator of a bot/shill account. There's also the fact that none of these accounts had anything to say regarding options until the option DD came out. If someone is anti options look into their post/comment history see if they've said anything about options from the time they made their account when most bot accounts were created. Look out for accounts that seem to stalk and harass option posts/commenters. For people that understand options it's very easy to tell when someone doesn't know what they're talking about so I recommend informing yourself so you aren't being used due to lack of knowledge. Even if you never touch options it's still prudent to keep yourself educated about certain mechanics that affect the underlying stock you hodl.
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2021.11.29 16:47 MBG_Rengar Pregabalin absurd dose posts and punishments

You will now be punished for "brag" posts about your pregabalin doses. This will be up to moderator discretion and a formal rule will be added.
Doses above 900mg and being bragged about or pointless posts just saying "I took X drug" that detracts from our harm reduction community (our community is a harm reduction community) will be punished.
These glorification posts have led to other members being as reckless as the person posting their garbage posts. I quite literally just saw one where he got another member to dose 2.65 GRAMS of pregabalin.
Punishments will be as follows:
1st offense - 14 days suspension
Any subsequent offense - permanent ban
These posts and comments will now also be sent to mod queue for manual approval. That doesn't mean you won't be punished though.
Please remember doses above 600mg of pregabalin put you at risks of myoclonix seizures. I suggest people's max doses be 600mg in 1x dose and then 300mg in 1x redose 4-6 hours later. So 900mg max in a day recreationally.
The max FDA approved therapeutic dose is 600mg/day (300mg B.I.D)
Thanks for your time!
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2021.11.29 16:47 Personal_Catch2495 Very cool!

First game on, playing against rep 900 raider who spam taunts, second game on playing against 600 ping nobushi!!! This game sure is fun!
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2021.11.29 16:47 Astor_100 K dealing with Double R

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2021.11.29 16:47 CrossFitAddict030 Claypool said the Team needs more music at Practice
Hours after Ryan Clark stated that Pittsburgh football is not about fun and etc. Claypool talks to the media and says that adding music to practice would make it better.
“We have music in the warm ups and that, so it's fun. People are dancing, having fun. So I think maybe music would make practice more more fun and little more uptempo.”
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2021.11.29 16:47 sigmaredit Aiuda papus como le digo a una elfa que me gusta si ni hablo con ella solo jugamos cod debes en cuando. Momo para no morir ignorado

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2021.11.29 16:47 missvb_ Delayed flight

My flight will arrive an hour late which means I would miss my connecting flight to my final destination, the check in agent said my reservation is already moved to the next flight for the connecting and he gave me a “seat request” ticket and it says “confirmed” on top of my name. I purchased first class full fare for this round trip and when I checked my app for the seating assignment there’s only one ear left in first class, would I get that seat or would someone waiting for an upgrade get it? I also never received any notification from the delta app or email saying I have been put on a later flight, is this normal?
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2021.11.29 16:47 cimbom1905fatih FIFA 22-Cross Play Pro Clubs PS5/PS4

Hello, I wanted to play pro clubs with my friend who has a ps5 however I have a ps4. If he buys the ultimate edition for fifa 22 can he play pro clubs with me? Thanks.
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2021.11.29 16:47 Lootllama_ZR What's the best/worst thing you or your child has ever gotten on Halloween?

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2021.11.29 16:47 frenchnutellaroll Diagnosis being showed off as cutesy and trendy personality trait online

I've decided to not even watch or read people who post this shit. This is coming up because of how "mental health awareness" was spread imo. I've been all upset about people using this to describe trivial things but I'm done. DONE. Going through too much to add this to my list of shit.
For all you suckers who are getting all heated up, live my life for one hour and see how cutesy you feel.
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