I binged this week after 178 days clean.

2021.10.22 00:07 303Burton I binged this week after 178 days clean.

I got clean from a 150-300mg a day oxy habit little over 6 months ago. Started on subs, doctor wanted me on 16mg a day, but I’ve been taking 2mg and feeling fine everyday so I’ve just been stockpiling the rest of my script. Anyways idk why but Sunday evening my paycheck deposited and for no reason I can think of, I started craving the pills hard. Thinking back I should have taken another 1/4 of a sub and forgot about it...but I didn’t. That spiraled me down fast. I’ve spent $1400 on oxy since then, doing a little over 90 15s in a matter of 5 days. Scares me how fast and hard it came back. Even worse I was taking my sub each morning, convincing myself I’d stop that day but just went to grab more that evening anyways. And the sub didn’t block shit. Tomorrow needs to be different. I was thinking of taking more than my normal 1/4 sub for while maybe once AM once PM. I know better and don’t wanna ruin all the progress I’ve made, but the devil in me just makes excuses to myself to convince myself I should get them. I hate this shit. Just needed to get it off my chest, I’ll probably tell my sub dr at our next appt. I just don’t wanna find any excuse to keep doing them since I already screwed up. Anyways thanks for listening y’all
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2021.10.22 00:07 elphantasmo13 Help. Mobula6

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2021.10.22 00:07 aggieanal69 I love doing this during howdy week

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2021.10.22 00:07 Gamer_Dude_7 Day 21 of Daily Spooky Memes

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2021.10.22 00:07 DebaserTBA Question about The Knowledge is power advantage

It has to be played at tribal right, lets say at the merge Xander is hard vibing and has numbers, what if he doesn’t bring his idol to tribal council and liana asks him if he has one. Can Xander say no because he doesn’t have it with him
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2021.10.22 00:07 Deathstrokkee I just binge watched the show in like two weeks. Here are some of my thoughts.

I randomly decided to start this show a few weeks ago and really enjoyed it. I just finished it. Here are some of my thoughts:

  1. It felt like the show was more than the sum of its parts. I didn't think there was one standout episode or moment but the show was just wholesome and had a lot of heart, which elevated it.
  2. It was very much a comfort show. It just was so light and sweet and just brought joy to my life. Very bingeable.
  3. Personally, I feel like I always enjoyed Jung and Janet's subplots more than Umma and Appa's. That might just be me though.
  4. Chelsea sucked and the show probably would have been better off without her.
  5. I actually liked Janet with Gerald the most and I wish they had explored that more.
  6. The ending was bittersweet and I enjoyed it. Although, I think it could have been a lot better. I feel like there were a lot of storylines that needed more resolution and I wish the characters had gone through more development. I wish Appa and Jung had a more solid reconciliation and I wish they had explored Janet's possible bisexuality outside of that one episode. I also wish we had more of an idea what Jung was going to do with his life.
  7. It sucks that there's not going to be a sixth season even though it was renewed for one more season. I feel like one more season would have given us the closure we needed.
  8. Mr. Mehta's "The weather. My god! It's everywhere." might have been the funniest line in the whole show.
Overall, I really liked the show and glad I sort of stumbled across it and gave it a chance.
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