2021.10.22 00:24 SoStrawberrys Kisses 💖 (nb18)
2021.10.22 00:24 deefswen US now considering two missions for Palestinians in Jerusalem - report | World Israel News
2021.10.22 00:24 Admirable_Laugh4556 A way out
Is there any place in the world not impacted by covid...or at least not enough to disrupt every aspect of life? Willing to go off the grid at this point.
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2021.10.22 00:24 that1weirdfurry Whenever I try to select sims for a group activity this blue tint appears and my game freezes?
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2021.10.22 00:24 AdeptnessNo7706 mega gengar on me 6153 2458 4794
2021.10.22 00:24 Outrageous_Elk1824 Tired of RX
Hello, all! About 6 years ago, I was hospitalized for the first time. I was dx'd with PTSD GAD and bipolar 1. I took meds religiously, upon threat of divorce and losing custody of my kids. I cycled through many different therapists, but didn't seem to find a good fit. I started gaining weight, sleeping ridiculous hours, and had all kinds of cravings I've never had before. Then I was diagnosed with PCOS, metabolic syndrome, and high blood sugar....thus started the treatment for that. I have significant childhood trauma around sexual identity, religion, sexual, and emotional. My parents were pitted against each other.
My dad convinced me at an early age to avoid taking medication because he thought my mom had fictitious disorder by proxy. She was trying to get me diagnosed with ADHD but I refused to take meds. I have a nervous stomach, so when parents were fighting, I would vomit. Dad told me my mom was actually putting Ipcac in my food to make me vomit.
Anyway, I have always been uncomfortable with taking meds. Over the past 6 years, I developed blood clots, tremors, sudden vision changes, headaches, and after the meds for the hormones, I started feeling like I couldn't breathe. Slowly, we kept adding more meds treating side effects. In total, I was on 16 different meds.
Anyway, during this entire time, my marriage was suffering. I was told I was crazy and threatened with loss of marriage and my kids. I have always been a deeply emotional person and as a trauma response, identifies myself as the problem always, no matter what. I was "overly nice", which led me to appear to be a safe, dependable person, but left me feeling like a martyr.
During the process of becoming a social worker myself I learned all about myself. I continued to internalize everything. I was denying myself my identity as an intellectual being and as a person not responsible for others' happiness. I sat there for awhile with that observation.
When I started with an endocrinologist, I started experiencing the breathing problems. Docs would take one look at my chart and would automatically attribute my symptoms to anxiety, which was weird because this was happening during a time in which I was most stable.
After months of feeling like I was going to pass out with only walking short distances, I went to the doctor and refused to be dismissed. I was diagnosed with exercise hypoxemia. After specialist visits (and there were many), I kept being told anxiety....it made zero sense. I was offered MORE medication.
After months of being too sick to move and too sick to eat, I really backed off on everything and really did start to struggle with depressive thoughts. I was feeling invalidated and unheard. I resigned myself to a life attached to my oxygen concentrator.
I began to research and discovered quite a few documentaries about big pharma and the medical system as a business. I went to my psych NP with concerns that maybe what was happening was another side effect of meds. I was dismissed. I went to two more doctors about it, again, dismissed. To them, I was just crazy.
Afraid to lose my husband and kids but feeling unable to continue how I was currently living, I started to experience a lot of anger, which was new. I bit the bullet and told my husband I teach empowerment all day and have to live by it. I'm taking a different approach and going off my meds.
I.HAVE.NOT.HAD.A.HARD.TIME.BREATHING.SINCE. I have switched to a naturopath and use others strategies to manage intense emotions. It's working. I was feeling good.
And then I started to actually feel like a human again. And actually feel things. And then the resentment toward my husband came. During all of this craziness, intimacy fell off. I was on an island. He didn't want to be with me physically and I still really felt like I needed that. I started thinking he was cheating and scouring through his phone. I caught him in lies, turning off his location and being in different places he said he wasn't. At that time, he continued to lie. He started with a Snapchat obsession and got caught up with one of his soldiers wives sent out a naked photo of herself to the group....he was their superior and I told him it really was taking an unnecessary risk. That stopped but I found he was jacking off to girls on there as well. He lied at the time. Now, years later, he tells me the truth. We went to a therapist and he told her he wasn't sleeping with me because of my mental health. He was busy. He was working. No. It was between him and the internet. The thing is I don't mind porn. It's the lying part that gets me.
Anyway, here I am really feeling things. Now that I am actually starting to confront the crap that has gone on in my life and started making power moves, he wants intimacy. I feel equally violated by the mental health system and my husband. My vulnerability was used as a method to control me and it kept me sick for years. Mental illness was weaponized in my life.
I so bought into this whole thing.....and even though I am better and feel more in control of my life, I still have it in the back of my head that this is just another symptom. That taking an approach that doesn't involve medication is a sign that I am getting worse. And that's sick.
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2021.10.22 00:24 Impossible_Lake_5349 Should i change mortgage from variable to fixed?
2021.10.22 00:24 Albert_the_cat__ Genderbent clown. I will send her off into battle to compete with sexualized female kapi
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2021.10.22 00:24 Spongebob-11 Bulls getting DeAndre Ayton
With DeAndre Ayton not agreeing to an extension with the Phoenix Suns. I feel like the bulls should go after him he could be a young back up center for Vucevic what do you guys think about this.
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2021.10.22 00:24 IceKEcool2005 Who are your most and least favorite fictional characters?
Here's my opinion :
● My most favorite
2021.10.22 00:24 Flyme2Moon_ It's not just a lighting or fan. It's how you see the room. Combine a Ceiling Fan and Chandelier into a beautiful, functional ceiling fixture. The stylish chandelier ceiling fans brighten and cool my space! Add a touch of elegance to my room, reflect sophisticated taste. Love it！
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2021.10.22 00:24 ColdWarCats Giveaway for EtherCanvas! Giving away 4 tiles (.02 ETH value). See comments for details!
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2021.10.22 00:24 MuskMiners US MINER Hosting Market Saturation
Ladies. Gentlemen. The US market saturation is real. Electrical costs and hosting rates are pushing higher and higher. 5 cents is the new 3 cents for mining at high scales. 8 cents is the new five cents for hosting. 12+ cents is the new “that’s too expensive but I’ll pay it because I’m still making money and just happy to have hosting”. This is a thing that we will get attacked on. People will comment and say “compass can offer this….” What’s interesting about compass is that they don’t care about up-charging on electrical like most hosters do. They get electrical at 6.5 cents or below, and charge you that rate but make you buy their miner at a 4k+ markup which makes them more money per miner in a five year stretch than a 3 cent markup on an S19. For example: if one S19 pulls 3000 watts at 24hrs/day = 72 KW x 0.03 = $2.16/day x 30day in a month = $64.80/ month in profit for hosting one S19 at a 3 cent markup x 12 months in a year = $777.60/year x 5 years (the projected life of a brand new S19) = $3,888. So if compass gets power at 5 cents and they charge you 8 cents you view that as a bit high, right? So, instead, they are smart enough to charge you 6 cents or 5 cents and REQUIRE you buy their miners that have a 4K + margin which gives them the money right away (more capital on handoff expansion) and makes you think that rate is awesome. Although, how about the 6 month wait to get the miners hosted or the month long response when your miner goes down? One months profit is more than the electrical you’d pay at a smaller facility at 8 cents over a year. So, would you be better going with 8 cents power hosting to avoid long down time and lengthy repairs? Two months down out of the year suggests 11 cents would make sense for uptime and reliability.
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2021.10.22 00:24 Seroz0 The Grand Combination mod or simply HPM mod?
Hello mates, I hope y'all doing well.
I'm new in this of using mods in Vic 2, however I just cant decide which is best in therms of improving without loosing the essence of the game.
The point is that I know that HPM increases the vanilla experience, while I have the idea that GC makes the game oversaturated in some way. So in your opinion wich is the best? N tell me if my perception is wrong.
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2021.10.22 00:24 muneebirshad how do SRA’s work?
first year here and I’m planning on using an SRA for a test, how exactly does it work in terms of makeup?
will the prof contact me regarding another day to complete the missed test? or will the weightage be increased for my future tests/exams? Thanks!
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2021.10.22 00:24 Sgt_Ambriz BATMAN (ARKHAM KNIGHT)
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2021.10.22 00:24 blankm1nd (WTS) Crye Cummerbund, Handstop, Bubba Tab, Arisaka Tailcap (OH)
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2021.10.22 00:24 DeathThaKid13 Who wins in a fight Gekyume or Onyx?
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2021.10.22 00:24 UserAnonPosts 30 [f4m] - phillyarea - watching Dune alone
I’m excited for this movie but not excited that I’m watching it alone. Alone without a boyfriend. I already watched Venom 2 alone. Going to see Eternals alone. Going to see Spider-Man no way home, alone.
I think from my movie taste you can figure out what type of girl I am. I am a nerdy, gamer, Otaku and movie buff. I love going to the movies and watching movies. Especially if the movie has a lot of the cast that I’m interested in.
I mean look at this movie. You got Khal Drogo (Momoa), you got Cable (Brolin) who is also Thanos. I love MCU movies. You got Poe Dameron (issac) Who was also that ahole in sucker punch. Yeah I saw that movie and I love that movie and I’ve cosplayed as baby doll. I don’t know who the kid is that’s the lead but he’s pretty cute.
Ideally if I had a man, we would’ve had dinner maybe at Buffalo Wild Wings, then saw this movie, nerded out and discussed this movie, went home where we live with one another because we’re in a long-term relationship like that, fun time in bed and then go to sleep. Oh and we would’ve totally discussed any movie trailers. Because I love the previews and I get mad when people wanna skip the previews.
But alas, I’m single.
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2021.10.22 00:24 BadivanBad Petition to FIRE Suncor CEO Mark Little SIGN IT Please!!!
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2021.10.22 00:24 Ok_Independence825 What is this
when i fall asleep or drift away to sleep I instantly wake up in a panic attack? I was just on the way to sleep and instantly woke up with a fast heart rate and right when i open my eyes i seen like a black dot/shadow but it went away instantly. I’m so tired.
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2021.10.22 00:24 highvoltageeee2k3 Find out IAM
I have question, how does one find out about the information assurance manager in a battalion. I am AD army, not a cyber unit. I am in a medical unit here. Who would know, any directions and pointers regarding the same.
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2021.10.22 00:24 B3nnyP Was letzte Danke für nix
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2021.10.22 00:24 MurkyEducation7148 Red dress
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2021.10.22 00:24 worshipthesetoes Visiting my happy place
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